It's crazy how much control these thoughts and impulses can actually have over you. It's almost so powerful that you feel like this thought has complete control over your life. It's as if nothing can stop you. But then after you ejaculate these thoughts and impulses completely vanish to the point you no longer care about them what so ever. You actually even might feel like it is somewhat pathetic that these thoughts previously had such control of you. Like maybe you have a weird porn induced fetish, then these thoughts become powerful and you get massive urges, getting powerful thoughts that you want to engage in this weird stuff. But then after you ejaculate you think to your self how pathetic is that, and you have no urge to engage in it what so ever. Like I said it's just crazy how these thoughts and impulses can become so powerful that they can have such control over you. I feel like it's a bit stupid allowing these thoughts and impulses to control you. I feel like they are not actually your rational thinking, they are not actually who you really are as a person. They are more just temporary thoughts and impulses.