JoblessFapstronautsNeedLifeDirection

JoblessFapstronautsNeedLifeDirection
Sorry. english is not very greate.
30yr old .india. never had girlfriend . no own house. jobless. lost life direction.
lots of other bad things. i will explain it as my journey proceed here

 

thank u very much for incouragment.

 

thank u.

i want to go next 30days without PMO. it would be more emotionally painful for me. i hope u will be with me next 30days. u will comment for me.
if i achieve 30day challenge , then i will set next challenge.

consider this is my 1st day. since mornig
till it has been good . feeling some energy.

 

day2

feeling energetic. because of it almost got into fight with 3 men.i thought, they are committing fraud. but i observed side effect of PMO-lack of focus& concentration.
i realised, i wasnot focusing on them.

this kind of situation always come in front of me.

i felt some emotional ups &
down & still feeling it.

i m not wresteler. but when i stop PMO for few days & feel energetic , i end up arguing with someone.

or i end up getting involved in useless thing. i m not able set up priorities in day to day activities.

i want ur comment to achieve success in my 30day challenge. & i will do the same

 

day3 ,

feeling low emotionally, social axenity badly. need some hopeful comment. it was my day3 and went terribly social anxenitey.

nofap panic button is helping me. and i hope, it will be helping u also.

 

day 4

i relapsed. bad for me. i need to reset the counter. i was hoping 30day hard mode but my daily routine made me relapsed.

tomorrow 16.3.16 day1 again.