Day 2 almost done .No m or o . I watched some p today do i have to count it as a relapse ? I dont know
Now i can count it as a relapse day 0 again . What a loser i am I decided that i wont post here until i reach my 19 days streak again
Ive just took a shower and noticed that my right testicle is more and more bigger than my left testicule .i knew it but now its very big . It doesnt hurt . I need help im killing myself by jerking like a pig . Im a lot into sissy cuckold hypnosis and beta male hypnosis . Fuck pornhub. If i have a cancer what a beta death it would be .a beta death for a beta male .... Im serious im depressed
I also contacted an escort today because im into trampling and ballbusting fetish too im a worse than filth on earth ... I need help Ill do my 19 days .i sacred vowed
We are going to die one day . And it makes me happy . This life is not worth it at all. Im not gonna suicide dont worry . On this site everybody got a pb with dominance and submission . Which Includes sex money degrees relationship with wife so etc... Pmo is just a superficial pb . Real pbs cant be solved so lets solve this one ! U are right mothefucker ! Stay blind u deserve it close ur eyes with strenght and dont open them this is just what u need . Yum yum the pain ! I dont need this journey . Good luck to u
Sounds like you are in pain my friend. Just like every feeling, it will come and go. In the end it will subside. I'm not sure what you need to hear right now, but I can assure you that I've been where you are, depressed and hating myself as much as the rest of humanity. And I got over it. You can get over it.
Dude you are not filth, having a fetish is awesome as long as you can control it and get it from places other than just porn. Embrace it and love it!
