Just relapsed

Hi Fapstronaut!?

I'm a 22 years old student, an I have been suffering from porn addiction for around about 8 years now, and at first, I didn't even know that it was a thing neither that it existed until I started suffering from depression and low self-esteem and that's when I did some digging on the harm I have been causing upon my self.

Since then I have tried all I can to stop but then it was too late, that's been around 4 years now, trying to turn this around. I can say that I have done pretty well the past years, coz then I was able to free myself from PIED, and Masturbating around about 4 times per day to going three days free.

The longest streak I have done is about 30 days, two times last year, and a couple of an average of 4 days here and there. It felt pretty awesome but always, but I always seem to find a way to get back to it.

I never talked to anyone about it, coz I'm ashamed of myself and what they might think of me.

I discovered NoFap a while back but then I never really felt a need to share my story neither to engage on the community forum, It's like, I have always been coming here to boost my motivation on recovering by checking out other people's success stories.
It kind of worked at first but then as time went on, it didn't really serve any good.

That's why I have decided this time around I'm gonna share my story, and get involved in this awesome community of Fapstronauts. I'm a final year student and this has really affected my life as a whole, even my grades aren't as they use to be.


Currently, I have decided to go on to a 90days of no NPM challenge. I know the first days won't be easy but then, I'm pretty pumped up to do good overall for my self and my girlfriend. I have succeeded on 30days challenges twice before and I hope that this time around I'm gonna beat this, and stay clean Forever. Wish me luck.
I know we can do it.

 

Thanks, man. Highly appreciated.