Tried several times, but what happened? I was failing before joining this forum, so is now. Nothing changed at all. Feeling like banging my head on the wall. Maybe I need a break from nofap, or possibly it's only my fault that I couldn't quit pornography despite trying so many times. Maybe I didn't try hard enough. Depressed. Don't know if I can quit this addiction in my lifetime. This addiction is ruining my life, destroying my goals, still I can't do anything. Feeling so impotent. Feeling like chained to this addiction. Surrendering, my brothers. Yours ever, A lost soldier
Hi man, we're here for you. The fact that you've written here means that you still have some hope. I'm struggling with this crap myself and I unfortunately don't have a solution for you. All I have is some support. This is addiction is hard to beat but so worth it. Each streak, each day, each clash with temptation, each retry after a relapse, they all add up and make you a stronger man.
Hey man I know exactly how you feel. I'm actually battling this same exact feeling. It's similar to battling coke or something other hard drug because when it overtakes you, it's like you're a completely different person. Sometimes it's not even the feeling of being horny. It's craving of that "good feeling" that comes over you when you masturabate and watch porn; and especially when you orgasm. I've been tring to beat this thing for at least 2 years now and no luck. So I have a proposition to beat this thing once and for all. I'm looking for an accountability partner that we both can be completely transparent with one another, but still keep our identities and other aspects of our lives still confidental. (For obvious reasons) I think it'd be helpful to have someone always avaliable to answer a call as soon as the urge comes, and be able to talk the other one down. Like a very straightforward kind of help that is needed during this addiction. So how about we exchange contact information. I can give you my phone number on here, and we can talk accountability partners. As someone going through this same thing, I know it is practically unbeatable. But I think if we had someone to talk to ready all the time to help us overcome it, then it'd be at least possible.. Like seriously though, hit me up bro and let's exchange numbers. This could be the best thing that happens to both of us getting thru this
