Hello, I am 46 and self employed and work from home I have had a life of worry and anxiety and have been fapping to porn since my Teen's, I did have a steady relationship but really never had many women due to having social anxiety you know the red face and neck trembling legs and sweaty palms I am on meds seen a councilor and still to this day at 46 I still carry Anxiety. What convinced me to join NoFAP is that it was my birthday just a few days ago and what I did on my birthday was got up and shut the curtains and masterbated to porn something just clicked and though how dirty and vile this as become I am currently 10 days into NoFAP and have not looked at porn once but I do feel that I am am not having any urges at the moment and unable to get an erection somethings gone wrong I think I have finally broke it!. Since quitting I have more energy and no longer retreating to the settee for a naps and also I am doing a lot more at the gym also I have cleaned my bungalow up it is spotless I think I have a OCD cleaning problem know feeling like a maid. My productivity as increased by 40% Trouble is since I have stopped fapping after 5 days I have got more of the social anxiety back and nervous about going to the pub so I am not sure what is going on its like the porn numbed me a bit but now the porn as gone I seem to be back to square one. This internet porn as really screwed me up I have watched hetero sex, Gay Sex, transwomen, Kim Kardasian and as really fucked with my head. NoFAP is my only hope because I am sick of this unwantedness and I feel like I am married to porn. Getting away from a laptop is a no go as I do my ebay business so temptation is always round the corner but 10 days as been my longest and am proud and it feels great that I am not doing anything sorded with my computer and shutting curtains and dropping trousers. Would like to get back into a nice relationship and be happy like everybody else I suppose. Anyway I am babbling now but good luck to everybody and may the NoFAP be with you.
Thankyou scruffy dog although glad to hear that poeple out there have this condition in another I do not as it is and can be disability and would not want to wish it on anybody. As I say energy levels are on the increase but my trouser snake is not doing nothing and have no real desire to view the porn but I am afraid that I am going to get a big double whammy soon and I have got ot be prepared can you by a male chastity belt and throw away the key for a few months. Be strong scruffy Dog adn keep that to do list full!.
Strange really as my flatline started after 2 days and for the last week I have had a funny sensation inside my knob not sure what it is. When I urinate it seems as if something else is going to come out but doesn't I have no STD's it might be small infection not sure I am going to give it another week if no good will go to doctor.
