I've been going throughout another tough chapter of my life. I've been officially dealing with my addiction starting this April. I fell into a hard addiction when me and my long time girlfriend broke up. I fell into a new level of addiction. We got back together but the addiction didn't. I started my fight against my addiction and had little progress. Broke up again and it's for good. I had a lot of feelings for her and she was my first love. The thing is my addiction still is prescent but with no progresses. I know I'm depressed and I have no motivation to fight the urge and my body is just using the addiction to try and stabilize my emotions. I want to stop still but I'm finding it impossible to put up a fight. I have learned that the addiction is also based around habit. I have a habit of pmoing after work to porn on my phone while sitting on the couch watching tv. I've been able to get 1 month free when I was gone away from home. And also 3 months free another time when I wasn't home. When I came home I jumped right back into my addiction. I'm 19 and still living at home with my mother but moving out. I don't want to carrying this addiction on. Any tips and advise from anyone. Or any encouraging story's. Thank you.