Michgem0707 On a good start Right now in Hard Mode

I am older married who started in porn and masturbation at 15. Seemed like there was no problem in what I was doing. Had a good love life til about 4 years ago. Figured it was medical since I do have a Prolapse heart valve. Doctor took me off all heart meds 2 years ago and nothing helped. I could orgasm to porn but with my wife I was a wet noodle.
Doctor told me physically nothing was wrong that it was either mind or stress induced. (never told him about the porn part)
Started to see a counselor, he seen right through me. Got right to the point.
I am now 38 days NoFap hard mode. They are right it is not easy the mental part is a killer and physically it is strange to say the least. I wake up at night wanting to PMO and when I am home alone it is hard since my wife and I work opposite shifts.
I have been using a phone app but it is mostly young men. I will try and use this to keep me going also.
Best to everyone we are all after the same goal in life.