Hello, I am Lan Jetzon (name is based off of the protagonist of the Megaman Battle Network series and the 1981 band The Jetzons) I am 17 years old and I desperately need to quit this addiction. I have been exposed to porn since a young age, first encounter being typing tf2 into YouTube and leaving out the number by accident, I did not masturbate until this year however, mainly out of being too scared or not knowing how to do it. I only looked at it very rarely and felt intense shame when I did, now it's gotten worse and it spiraled out of control leading into me being addicted, I have only been doing it for 8 months and I want to make it out of 2020 not doing this anymore and never touching porn ever again in my entire life, as the effect it's had on my life has already been extremely crushing. I'm still a bit scared of interacting with people or even posting on this forum as I have always been shy and what not, however I will try my best if it means I will come closer to achieving my goals. Thank you for taking the time to read this.