My PMO addiction also made me addicted to people’s sex lives

So I’ve been meaning to share this story for awhile but never did and I feel like I should because I’ve kicked this side of my addiction, but my PMO addiction also made me become addicted to hearing about girls’ sex lives. Let me explain how this happened, I used to use the Whisper app a lot (its an anonymous confession and messaging app for those who are unfamiliar) and what I got into doing was I would make a post saying “Can a girl who’s had sex please DM me? I need some advice.” Then once girls would send me a message, I would tell them that I was hoping to get a girl’s opinion on some things that I want to try in bed with a girl.

Once they said yes to that, I would first ask if they’re over 18 and I would immediately end the conversation if they weren’t, but if they were I would start by asking them about 69ing and if they liked doing that and hear about their experiences with it, then I would usually ask them if they liked having their ass eaten in that position and hear about their experiences with that too. Then it would later get to where she’s basically giving me detailed descriptions of the sex she’s had for my “educational purposes” no pics were ever exchanged, just details about her sex life. And my addiction tried to rationalize with me that this is an improvement and I’m getting better because its not porn when in reality it was, just in a different form. It was more damaging too because doing this even made me late to work a few times due to me being in the middle of a good sex life convo with someone. This is a warning that this addiction is very crafty and will even look for different ways to keep itself alive.