I am suffering a lot of my loneliness I used to have a fiancee before but it all failed because of PMO (she did'nt know but I've seen that each times I was relapsing she became distant and when my streak was good we were more in love) now that's finish and I feel like a real less than nothing I feel than no women will want to be with me (first I am short, 5'8 and women want tall men, they hate short men, and no one want a creepy addict to PMO) I feel like this habit has destructed my entiere life and I am not enough strong to overcome it at now 25 yo (fighting since 16 yo to overcome it, relapsed each time)
