First of all, I need to apologize for my bad English written skills, this is not my mother language and I try to do my best. I've been porn addicted for almost 15 years, I'm 26 now and I'm tired of this, I'm tired of all those false ways to get dopamine, yes, watch porn is the easiest and fastest way to feel "happy", but that feel is too short, and then you need to watch more and more porn, and suddenly you get tired of yourself. Sometimes, while laying in my bed, I think about my miserable existence, getting dopamine by watching stupid videos about sex, fake sex, with non-real women, non-real men. I'm tired of this. I want a new life.