I am a twenty five year old man. I have been facing problems of exhibitionism since childhood. I liked being naked often at my privacy and in solitude. This habit started persuading me to be naked in front of clothed woman when i was 15. I though have controlled then in front of women to protect their vulnerability. I have been watching porn and masturbating daily since the age 12. I think subconsciously I started inspiring the the women in porn videos made me to inspire their mannerisms and body languages. Excessive masturbation started creating a lot of issues with my neurological and digestive health. Since the past 6 years I have been facing numbness, spine numbness, anxiety, daily migraines with aura, terrible digestive problems, speech and comprehensive disabilities. I never knew this was due to excessive masturbation. Recently I turned vegan. My health problems reduced by 70 percent. And in the past month I had no urge to watch porn. And I have reduced the frequency of masturbation to once in a week. But the problem is for the past three years I started feeling myself as an oversexed woman. I cannot control being naked in front of someone, if planned. I am constantly trying to find someone to strip in front of them. I am also pampering myself and mourning at my privacy. I also feeling a constant need to be naked or minimally dressed in sissy outfits. Since I don't find anyone I end up masturbating. My question is, can I at least for a stipulated period try exhibitionism in an appropriate place like a clothing optional resort or a beach? I am feeling that this thought is lustful. Please post your opinions.