I have razed to the ground many bad habits cultivated into my character and design throughout my upbringing. Im 25. I began watching porn at 11 years old, before puberty. I masturbated 1-5 x a day for 9 years, starting at 13 years old, almost always with porn. In late 2016, I cut down to 4-10 x a month. I let go of that 'challenge' after some relationship drama in mid 2017, jumping back to 1-5 x a day. Now, I'm accepting the 90 day challenge. Love support and advice is appreciated!!! I want: High levels of testosterone No P, No O Yes M (boosts T count) Consensual Sex with a non-hooker Why? NoFap is something my heart is telling me to do if I ever want to experience sex. I will reboot my entire sexual engine, historically designed to feed off porn instead of vagina ... deprogram myself in order to reprogram myself into a healthier sexual attitude that leaves me open to the potentiality of one day making love meaningfully to a real female-bodied feminine human being, not mere pixels and day dreams, but an actual woman. At the same time, I want to flex my astral cock, so to speak ... I want to visualize and imagine what sex could be like, masturbating in novel and innovative ways w/o P, w/o O, and even w/o hands.
Hey @Uncultivated , Welcome to NoFap! You are in the right place. My experience here is that I needed to: 1. Learn the NoFap program. 2. Get involved with the community. The best resource I found was the “Getting Started with NoFap” guide. It is on the NoFap homepage and you can download it for free from this link https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/new-users-list-of-rebooting-resources.50878/ Then, watch this video: It is really good and explains so much about how the blasting of porn images into the brain in high definition on high speed internet while slamming porn sounds into the ears with headphones can literally change the way your brain demands sexual stimulation. The video explains it better than I can. Also, a great page is https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/new-users-list-of-rebooting-resources.50878/ my experience is that by reading every link and watching every video, I learned so much. Then, I got involved with the community. I'm not anyone special on here, I don't have any magic powers. But, I can say hello to new members, post my journal entries, remember to “like” peoples posts, and offer my experience, strength and hope where appropriate. Looking forward to seeing you around on the forums, L PS - Think of pmo like a wolf. Stay near the center of the group with the winners and the wolf has a more difficult time finding you. But, stray near the edges of the community and the wolf can pick you off.
