Hello all. I guess this is where i tell my story. I'm almost 28 (birthday is in May) and i've been jerking the chicken since i was like 10 or 12, i don't even remember. The addition of porn wasn't until later. My father is/was/i'm not sure anymore a sufferer of a porn addiction which started when he was 13 and his mom gave him a porno for his birthday. So my problem stems from environmental, i saw my father looking, hence i started looking. Thankfully i haven't had what i'd call any addiction symptoms. There have been times where i have masturbated every day of the week and then there have been times i've gone a week or two without. Recently, there were two days in a row and week or so between those times and the previous. I was married once, for a year. I'm single currently having broken up with my girlfriend like a year or so ago. I never had any problems with them, we had sex just fine. However, i still watched porn and jerked off behind their backs. In the traditional sense of the word i've never cheated on a girlfriend (or my wife) but for me personally i consider what i did cheating. I want to be rid of this...sickness.
