New guy checking in

I started experimenting with NoFap almost a year ago In December 2016 and around January/February I started taking it seriously especially when I experienced Superpowers for the first time best feeling ever I felt alive and I realised what I was capable of, between now and then I've been off and on so I made this account to help me not slip again like I did this morning after 11 days the cause of relapse was hangover effect from drinking a lot yesterday, I told myself to drink plenty of water before I fall alseep to avoid being manipulated by the hangover effect which has been the main cause of most my relapse's but I winded up passing out and the rest was history woke up looking at youtube videos telling myself its not porn and only for a bit next thing you know I'm on facebook with 30 plus taps open of girls pictures in like not even 10 minutes then the porn sites begin and relapse... my longest streak is 58 days which ended around July which was ruff after making so far, felt like I haven't fully recovered since then been relapsing every week or 2 since but I ready this time I think I was worried because of making it so far and fucking up and being worried about making it far and falling off again, I was hard on myself today than normal when relapse just cause yesterday I felt perfect and in top of the world when I was walking to the liquor store I felt high I felt cocky felt like I was on top of the world, life seemed real and glowy, that feeling alone is why I'm doing this and for other personal reasons, I feel like since I've been trying this for so long now one relapse doesn't destroy me like it use to when I first started and the downgrade in overall feeling isn't rock bottom like more like some stab wounds and a punch in the face and a rib shot but I try to do a good job of not letting it get to me and ignoring the inner feeling till I'm back to feeling how I want to. I starting pmoing at 12/13 (im 23 now) once I hit my 20s its gotten worse but might sound crazy even tho I relapsed today I feel better than what I did during my addiction days, it got to the point where I was masturbating 5 times in a day sometimes and in some instances 6-7, it got to the point where sometimes I would ejaculate and barley nothing would come out had me worried (Thats not an issue anymore since I started nofap in terms of amount when I do relapse) so thats back to normal atleast, so today is day one for me and I'm ready to tackle this headon