New Here - starting the journey!

Hi all,
I’ve been looking to do this for a number of years. But the little devil on my shoulder has always managed to pull me back to porn. But, after reading through a lot of the info on this site, and listening to the Pornfree podcast, I hope I’m better prepared.
I’ve been addicted to porn for probably 30 years. It has been a constant in my life, and a constant secret (only found out twice by my wife!). I’m sick of the secret and the lost time in my life.
In the past I’ve managed reboots for up to 30 days, not knowing that was what I was doing.
I started again at the beginning of February this year, and made it to 17 days, before a reset, thanks to a trip to a gentleman’s club while away on business. Although, I had managed to completely abstain from porn without too much issue. Meditation had really filled that gap and was helping with any urges.
So, I’m here to start again. To get to 90 days. To get that clarity of thought, confidence, and remove the guilt from my life!