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Hello everybody, Im very happy that this comunity exits because this experience may be a lot harder than I thought it could be, and theres no one I can share with the things that im feeling, Its been six days since I started and its been ok, so no porn and NoFap,I decided to try it because Ive noticed that it was something that I was doing everyday, I mean waching porn , get lost in it, forget about the world and just getting my hight, and everything is ok while im doing it but the after part is was really makes me fall really bad,then I feel depressed, like Im worthless, weak and adictted, lalety Ive begin to work out,doing calisthenics and meditating a lot and this challenge seems to be the right thing to do,I know is gonna be good for me,Ive been reading all the great benefits of nofap and want them in my life. Ive benn faping since I was 13 years old , Im 27 now, I masturbate everyday to porn , everytime I come home from work, and I realize that is not doing me any good, ive noticed some things like ive been scaliting in searching for more hardcore porn, Im gay buy Ive end up looking for gang bangs, the more agresive and harder the better,I was getting exited by violence though Im a very peaceful person, this made me see that I need it to stop it, and I alsofeel like thing this thing has taking its stolle on me , I feel tired all the time, and weakI hope to see changes for good in my life from doing this, by the way Im from Venezuela, sorry if my english is no that good.

 

Thank so much I really feel the support from this place =)