Hello guys. I don’t know where to start… I’ve said myself many times to stop. But I've always failed. Failed to myself. I really need to write down this confession. It started when I was a child and it continues till today. I need to stop and I thought about the forum, the community. Maybe when I will talk to people, who have the same problem as mine it will help. I hate porn and it disgusts me. It’s funny because sometimes when I want to fap, I turn the porn site and it immediately makes me stop wanting, because it disgust me as much. xD But it’s not always helping… I feel so guilty, dirty, awful and terrible with myself… Sometimes I don’t think about it, but when it starts again, I feel deafeted. I’m afraid I may be addicted… IS THERE A HOPE FOR ME?! I DON’T WANNA LIVE LIKE THAT. Thank you for reading this. I feel desperate for quiting. More than ever. Frank PS I might made some grammar mistakes because English is not my first language. I hope you can understand everything what I’ve wrote. I hope I don’t sound like a caveman. xD Also feel free to correct my mistakes if you see any.