Hi guys, I've recently noticed I'm spending more and more time looking at increasingly more grotesque internet porn (almost once a day) rather than being with my girlfriend or doing other tasks. I get what I think is called blue balls now and then (which I only recently found out was a thing!) and basically I want to take my life back to feel better both physically and emotionally. I still have a good sexual realtionship with my partner (a few times a week) and I want to keep it that way. I used to be more spiritual because of my parents and I want to get back to that person. So far I've managed up to a week but keep slipping back so now I'm here and eager to hit the 90 day challenge and then hopefully more and more days!!