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Hi guys,
Firstly, I would like to give you a brief introduction about myself.
I live in Mumbai, India. I will turn 25 in January. I started masturbating at the age of 10 and have struggled with it ever since. I started consuming pornography online at the age of 17, mostly limited to playboy and other softcore porn outlets. This has made my struggle against fapping all the more difficult.
There have been two periods in my life when I have masturbated every day. The first was when I attained puberty at the age of 10 and had a very hot teacher at school whom I fantasized about every night. The second was at the age of 19 when I fell "in love" with a playboy model who I believed was the hottest girl I had ever seen.
There was a period two years ago when I quit fapping for around 7 months. This was a time when I became more observant of my catholic faith. I don't consider myself as a very observant catholic currently and I honestly believe that my ugly habit has hurt my relationship with God.
Off late I have started fapping out of anger at my few frustrations in life, which will always be around. I have been using masturbation as a means to fall asleep. Working at an Internet advertising firm and working with adult domain names and websites on a daily basis also didn't help me in overcoming my sinful habits. In the past 5-6 months I have developed an urge to masturbate to lesbian pornography in addition to masturbating to fantasies about my female co-workers.
I am ashamed of this vice and have no qualms in admitting that I am an addict and a pervert. I have come over to this website after having masturbated to lesbian porn and desperately need help.
Thanks.