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Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by St. Elmo’s Fire, Mar 23, 2019.

  1. St. Elmo’s Fire

    St. Elmo’s Fire Fapstronaut

    Long time browser 1st time poster.

    My porn journey started around the age of 7, when my adopted father left a porn movie in the VCR. I remember being confused but also aroused, even at that young age. I started masturbating frequently and have never stopped since. My home was also very broken, and the man who adopted me was not a very good person. My mother was, and is to this day an addict. I have nothing to do with either of them. I do have a relationship with my real father though. I am thankful for this.

    My PMO has only worsened with time. First it was high heels and nylons, all the way to tranny porn and everything in between.

    I can masturbate excessively even without porn.

    I have also always been pretty sexual with women, can never be satisfied with any sexual relationship I have ever been in. Kinky was never kinky enough, some of it very risky.

    Thankfully I am still here. I am depressed most days but function okay. I wonder if my PMO addiction has had some influence on my mental health and well being.

    The longest I have gone is 7 days, but manage only 2-3 these days. I am beginning a new career, and have a couple kids that I love dearly. I am divorced. One thing I can say is that I have always taken care of my children and family.

    Thanks for listening.
  2. Welcome to Nofap! and good luck kicking this bad habit
  3. St. Elmo’s Fire

    St. Elmo’s Fire Fapstronaut

    Thank you!
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  4. rbobko

    rbobko Fapstronaut

    Hey man,

    Good to have you here. Thanks for sharing with us. If you are considering finding AP, I'm trying to create new WhatsApp group for 5-10 people. Let me know what you think about this. PM or even here. Good luck with your journey.
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  5. Hello Jake

    Hello Jake Fapstronaut

    Good luck with your journey. I'm a straight male and have been known to be in to tranny porn, so your not alone there. I find I lose my patience wth my kids very easily if I pmo, and it's not fair on them and one of the reasons I'm trying to quit porn. Sounds like you have good relationship with your Dad and kids which is great.
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  6. St. Elmo’s Fire

    St. Elmo’s Fire Fapstronaut

    Thank you so much for the kind words. It is very common I believe for people to keep switching the kind of porn they get into. All part of the addiction cycle.
  7. bfdet

    bfdet Fapstronaut

    Hi Fire.

    You are in a good, safe, place now to start your journey of healing. There is a lot of good advice and experience available from the folks that are here. Take the time to seek advice and counsel if you have questions or concerns; that is what this place is all about.

    One day at a time is how we all succeed.
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  8. Welcome to nofap, you've come to the right place. Best of luck to you
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