Yes, this sounds really weird, but it's true. Whenever I think about a crush (and imagining a relationship with her), or when I talk to a crush, I get really big problems: I get an OCD, kinda a depressive feeling without having the ability to enjoy stuff and I just feel like I have literally no energy anymore. This actually feels worse than being on PMO. Is this normal? Because normally, infatuation should give you the opposite. And because of what do I get this (which hormones)?
What you're talking about is simply a case of nerves (ie butterflies in your stomach). This is normal when talking to people we are attracted to, though it is something that we must overcome if we want to make connections with these people. Just keep doing what you're doing. Try to push through the negative emotions, and see what becomes of your conversations with your crush. Ceasing your PMO habit should help you as well, because your self worth will improve if you can stay clean from porn, therefore aiding in your confidence and your ability to keep eye contact/ conversation. Good luck.
