kool kidd
Fapstronaut
I've been P free since August 15 and have been MO free since August 31. I've been trying to fight the urges and everything. I've even been Meticulously cataloging what triggers me so I can avoid them.
However, today has gotten pretty wierd. So, I've been urging like crazy. I've done a lot of things today to help get me through my urges without injuring myself. But what I found interesting is I got a sort of double urge from coming to this website. I started to catch an urge earlier and came here to read up on other people's posts. However, when I got on, my urge actually strengthened at first. I thought it was just because I was hitting my urge platteu and was about to bottom out. But about 45 minutes ago, I hit another urge and came here again. The same thing happened, my urge almost doubled in strength for about 2 to 3 minutes before it started going back to "normal."
Is it possible that I need to take a break from this place too? Am I beginning to associate NoFap with a sort of porn substitute? I have no idea why I'm getting warmer coming to this site. Also, I don't know if this is relevant or not, but I didn't come here to use the panic button, just to read forums and check my alerts.
However, today has gotten pretty wierd. So, I've been urging like crazy. I've done a lot of things today to help get me through my urges without injuring myself. But what I found interesting is I got a sort of double urge from coming to this website. I started to catch an urge earlier and came here to read up on other people's posts. However, when I got on, my urge actually strengthened at first. I thought it was just because I was hitting my urge platteu and was about to bottom out. But about 45 minutes ago, I hit another urge and came here again. The same thing happened, my urge almost doubled in strength for about 2 to 3 minutes before it started going back to "normal."
Is it possible that I need to take a break from this place too? Am I beginning to associate NoFap with a sort of porn substitute? I have no idea why I'm getting warmer coming to this site. Also, I don't know if this is relevant or not, but I didn't come here to use the panic button, just to read forums and check my alerts.