Okay this might totally freak you out

So I want to make a confession. And this is a totally weird one so some of you are going to get grossed out by this. Iam in the reeboting stage and its been 4 days. But I remembered once in my lifetime. I could masturbate to anything videos pics voices comics stories anything that turned me on. But the most grotesque part if it is that I masturbated many times to the thought lf having sex with my Aunt yes you heard it right I jerkefld off to my mothers sister or my uncles wife not one but multiple times. And now I feel so guilty of it but what can i do some feelings still come to me I try my best to repress them failing several times.I shared it because it is a big burden on my chest and wanted to get it of

 

Thanks a lot your envouragement means a lot to me

 

Thanks a lot a feel a lot more secure and welcomed at this forum than many others.
I dont have a definite masterplan as such but as I am muslim so I practice my Faith pray Five times a day and do Remembrence of my Lord and Study the Quran. This helps me a lot to stay away from all kinds of Dirty things but the main thing is social media. I usually used to succumb to my urges but since I quit Social media facebook twitter the urges have started to dissappear. I hope it goes on Like this. If you have anything that can be useful I am ready to hear.