I'm 62 and got into computer porn back in 2007. That's when my wife had a brain surgery (benign cyst) which changed her personality and made her depressed. She also had a hysterectomy that year and was never in the mood for sex until very recently. I needed a release and considered a few affairs with other women but never acted on that. I love her and want to please her but I have been doing the PMO for 10 years and found I'm having some PIED. I can get good erections but they fade without the porn. I stumbled across this site and decided to join and get support in my addiction. My wife has no idea I watch porn and masturbate, I've never been busted doing it. I'm sure it would devastate her if she knew and that's extra motivation to conquer this addiction. Today is day 1.
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