Overview on my addiction on masturbation

Even after Indian govt blocked adult website use vpn beacuse I can't control myself for watching to watch all those images and video's or even live one
I tried to filter websites on Google search in my google account but i switch it back for all that horny and kinky stuff
Some bodybuilding girls post or some normal girls post always turn me on to watch all those things nowadays
Earlier it was like I used to search directly for those kind of women photos videos and those women doing it with other men
When I don't had my mobile an when used to go for school I used to imagine about my 2 crushes behind for some time and its been 13 years me masturbaitng twice or once almost each day
This addiction also made me fat and a depression patient for 5 years