Hi bros, great to be here at nofap. I heard about this site a while ago but haven't had the courage to come to terms with my issues until now. Please let me introduce myself, and would love to make friends here! I will respond to any replies as soon as I can. I'm 25 going on 26, and I've been addicted to fapping and porn since I was 11 or 12. I ejaculate one to three times a day on average either through masturbation or my numerous sexual activities over the years. I used to legitimize my addiction to PMO with the fact that I am a young virile male who needs this natural kind of release - it's part of who I am, and it's part of nature. However, I feel it's about time I begin to understand the harmful consequences of my actions. I think about sex all day, to begin with. This may have been normal if I were still my teens, but I'm now a grown, working man who has adult responsibilities to shoulder, and indulging myself in pornographic images, videos and fantasies is just not on anymore. My cravings distract me from my daily tasks both at work and at home, for I would often run to the bathroom at work to have a tug, or miss a workout at the gym because I'd suddenly get horny. I ejaculate virtually on a daily basis, and I've never missed a nut for more than three days simply because I cannot control my horny self. As a man, I have no aversion against my love for women, as most men do. On top of that, I am bisexual, which means I also engage in sexual acts with other men, making me twice as vulnerable to my desires. Finding sexual partners has never been hard for me - I'm an athletic outgoing guy who knows his stuff when it comes to getting action. Being able to find sexual partners all too easily also makes it harder for me to get away from it all. I don't have many fetishes, but big, good looking feet on a good looking man certainly do it for me, which I've had my way with oftentimes. I also sexualize and objectify women without much emotional attachment, for which I'm disgusted at myself. What's more appalling is that I've done stuff with my bros (as in my buds, close, straight guy friends) drunk which I'm not proud of - we treat each other like brothers (and normally, I have absolutely no desires towards them), but my desires get the better of me after a few beers and the other side often caves in under the influence too. I want to purge myself of these tendencies, free my body from my vulnerabilities and start taking control of my life. I want to treat women with respect and admire their beauty as is. I want my bros to always be my bros without ever messing around. I don't want my penis to rule my life and distract me from my real goals (work, gym, finding the love of my life and having a family of my own). I've tried suppressing my carnal instincts, but most of the time, they explode even more ferociously. When I try to channel all that energy into a good workout, my libido ends up getting driven through the roof, causing me to pick up more women at bars/clubs (on weekends) or turning to porn for respite (on a tough weekday). This forms my daily/weekly routines, but it has to stop! I feel like I've tried everything, but nofap is the one thing I've missed so far. Brothers, please, I really need support. I'm an addict, and I'd like to enjoy some mutual encouragement with the boys here. Day 1 for me today, let's do this, boys! Yours, GA
