PMO: Never suffered ED, but was overly picky with Flawless (NOT ANYMORE)

Okay let me make it clear I newer suffer ED, heck porn was less arousing than real life partner (I never had an auto erection to porn and I'm 27 years old) it was just not that exciting to me. But with my GF the excitement of touching her boobs, her ass, sometimes just the thoughts of it while near her gave me a full erection. Not to mention showing of affection, like light kissing her on the lips, holding hands, hugging, cuddling, all would give me one full, (holding hands is 50/50 still) it had to be a relaxing setting. With the appropriate condom, I don't see myself experiencing problems.

But....

What porn did gave me is flawless view.
You see for the longest of time I would mostly be overly picky with porn, like looking for this flawless girls, (ass not too big or too small just right, fake tits (medium or medium to big, face that is overly over-done in sexual appeal, flawless bodies with hard time spotting mistakes) I was like an artist looking for this flawless babes to masturbate to... but you see no girl can really compare to that. We all have flaws, but I would spot this flaws so fast, it made me think I was Gay or something.

Staying away from porn gave me:
Noticing today's flaws and somehow finding them sexy, as in unique traits in people natural growth. I'm full of them myself. I started to prefer natural boobs of all sizes, outside man size, I can deal if the girl is somebody I wanna be with. I started to become less picky while watching porn, somehow fake tits became unattractive to me, I don't obsess over the idea of doing BJ while watching BJ porn for a while.

I'm starting to get my normal look back onto the world appreciating flaws for what they are, and taking this flawless things as boring.
Overall an amazing and sexy personality with a body filled with flaws can easily destroys any one of this so called flawless that basically show no strong personality. No wonder Porn never gave me an auto-erection, something my GF always could.

 

Yeah man and with all the energy I'm actually starting to be more myself and connective. Beauty is skin deep, I always took myself as demisexual, would answer porn lack of true excitement, basically porn has no emotional connection (heck most pornstars aren't even wet) so much for staged pleasure -.- They can't even do what I can, make the girl they are having sex with wet (its all so mechanic to them and watching feels mechanic to me). And I would imagine one night stand to be all about superficial look, but I never liked those, so I skipped on them. I want to better my life, myself, and continue with my relationship. PORN corrupts brain, luckily we can rewire, staying away from masturbation makes me have so much energy I feel like I'm some high adrenaline drug.