Porn is worse than playing for money

I am a student running on a pretty low budget and still I used to pay for a lot of high definition porn. I really got addicted buying yearly subscriptions and watching almost every single day! This excessive watching started around the age 16. Before that I hadn't been exposed to porn so much.

I am now 22 and living a pretty succesfull life. I have a college degree, run my own business and recently met a very cute girl. However all this wont keep me from watching porn. If there is a lonely hour in my room at home, and there is the slightes viewing of sexually explicit content on youtube , I will go to my fovourite sites... Sometimes even thoughts just come up and get me aroused enough to start.

The worst bit however is that it is now also pressuring me financially. I started using web cam sites and spent at least a four digit budget over the last couple of months. I will be sad all night over spending 100€ on life chat in one night and do the same thing over in the next night.

That shall now end! I will create a journal starting now.
I would appreciate the support!