6 months ago I decided to stop masturbation, because I knew it was doing me great harm and it was not until I met this group that I really understood what masturbation and pornography were doing to me, I have not masturbated for 14 days but I will not lie, There were two occasions that I lost control, I saw a few images and closed them immediately, I have never spent so much time away from pornography and masturbation before, sometimes I feel calm, sometimes I feel anxiety, my goal is to reach 3 months, because I think that by that date I will have healed a large part of my mind, after reaching 3 months, I will set a new goal, reach 6 months, then 1 year, then 2 years, I know the road will be very difficult, But I know it will be worth it, there are days when I feel great lucidity, I feel too much peace, I feel full and full of life, those sensations I did not perceive for a long time, and if leaving this addiction for 14 days is achieving these emotions, I am very convinced that pair At 3 months I will awaken my potential, but of course not everything is about giving up masturbation and pornography, I have started to exercise, I try to take better care of my relationship with my parents, with my brother, with my uncles, etc. I am starting to look for a job, since this year I finish my career, I am visiting multiple YouTube channels dedicated to porn addiction, I am beginning to read more, and it is surprising the amount of disadvantages that this addiction brings with it, excuse me if My English is bad, I was planning to write this for myself, I don't write with the intention of someone reading it, writing sometimes relaxes me.
Deciding to quit this addiction is the bravest choice you can make!! I have experienced also the positive effects of rebooting that you mention, but I have been unable to complete my 90 day period so far,but i know that if when I fail I get up and try again, I am going to Beat the addiction for good. And I know you will too. Good luck!!
