Pornography exacerbation my Life.

Hi! There my name is goldi Gupta I'm 21 years old I'm pursuing my bachelor's degree in computer science.
I've started doing masterbating along with watching porn since the childhood I'm not sure precise can't tell age it was very earliest. I've been doing it it's sucks killing me inside however from outside nobody would say I'm porn addicted. I didn't say my family about this additions it forces me to stop exercises jim too. Feel like tired always depressed occupying with this porn messages that commanding me unwanted.
It's nothing like I haven't tried ever to quite it many times I did ultimately results comes out I'm failed. More than weeks very hard for me to refused watching porn.
I'm became very sceptical person lack of motivation,lack of desires,lack of will,
Currently I'm facing depression.
Pornography is killing me alive.
I've been searching for treatment on Google for many years found many stuff but unfortunately didn't injected in my brains so so my friend told me about nofap community again my hope got active so guy's I really need your support to fight with my biggest enemy which is porn.
This is my first post won't be Last..


I'm planning to get disconnected from pornography so my first goal to be untouched to porn atleast 21 days.