Question to other sissy hypno addicts

Bro not that isn't normal. Though I am no sissy. you need help. real help. If you cant stay away from porn and erotic fantasies. go. and get help.

 

Perhaps you are bisexual? There is also 'autogynephilia' - lots of stuff on google.

 

I think those are just typical urges, it's just manifested in a auditory way given audio is a huge component of hypno porn. If you want this stuff to go away then at least try to make it 90 days PMO-free. Cut all hypno stuff out of your life and in time the memories will all fade away.

 

Isn't that the "desired" result from the sissy hypno? They tell you those very phrases over and over repeated thousands of times [ depending on how much you listen to it] and tell you to repeat them in your mind and out loud and supposedly lay triggers that will cause you to say those things out loud.

You are listening to audio that is supposed to brainwash you into being a homo. If you succeed into going into trance while listening. You are hypnotized and while in trance constantly being told the very phrases you mentioned over and over drilled into your brain and told to say them out loud. At the very least constantly hearing it while in a trance make it be like a song you can't get out of your head. Constantly hearing it in your mind.

I don't get why you are surprised about this? It's like eating a donuts only diet and wondering how you got unhealthy.

 

I watched sissy hypno for a very short period of time indeed and that was it, I was completely hooked. It reduced me to a mere shell of a person. It was one of the main reasons behind finding myself here trying to get well.

I had heard about it and the idea absolutely disgusted me however that also ratcheted up the dopamine levels in my brain and that disgust coupled with the novelty of this new genre of porn (to me at least) led me to queue up a video and watch it and I can honestly say that as soon as it was over I wanted to be as far away from it as I could possibly be because the imagery was vile as were the phrases on the screen however I was led back and back and back for those few days because that was all it was in terms of time, I doubt it if was even a week in total. In the end I was shaking with fear and nervous anticipation for my next fix.

It doesn't sound like a lot however the damage those vids did I am seeing now in my recovery whereby as I lay down to go to sleep, in that in between stage between wakefulness and sleep I am getting a woman's voice instructing me to "Be a girl" and a "Whore" as well as watching huge dicks oozing their loads and yes I am getting aroused by those images even though they don't reflect who I am at all. It's really vile. I know it's my dopamine starved brain trying to get me to relapse but it's scary all the same. In time @Brizzz your feelings in relation to who you are will settle down again but you must NEVER and I mean NEVER view this evil stuff again.

Remember that underlying all addictions which escalate is a larger and larger hit of dopamine so if you didn't want to suck a dick or be a submissive woman to a man before you watched those videos then I would argue that it's not who you are and therefore it's just PMO escalation. Lay off the stuff. Find other things to do which are healthy and that occupy your life and in time those old unhealthy neural pathways will lose their hold and fade to be replaced with the new healthy regimen you have got going in your life thus effectively overwriting all that poison. I wish you all the best @Brizzz.

 

Hi I am also a kind of sissy addict... Once I was completely disgust by the idea but it grew on me and I somehow get addicted. Yes I don't really wanted to be anything like the hypno says but do it only to satisfy my urge and also I get excited about thinking about some of the thigs.

I also realise that I am objecting myself. Usually I objectify women, and thing badly about women but in the sissy world I am objecting myself, degrading myself and humiliating myself. I now understand how women feels now when we objectify them...

I also understand and have to understand that being women or wearing women dress is not degrading because women are not below us.. It's only degrading because I will look ridiculous in it and others will shame me and its not the current fashion..

What I am going to do for the next few days to flush out the dangerous, self abusing thoughts maynot be for everyone..I am first going to read alot about objectifying women and how we are affecting them. Then I am going to masterbate to porn that does not objectify women. I am going to associate my urge to porn that does not objectify woman or anyone for a week.

Then I am going to stop everything. Change my phone to basic phone, giveup my Laptop charger and develop good habits.

I will start my pledge to nofap after I learn more and associate and flush out my urges.

I trying something new here because I failed so many times on changing my ways

 

Why not completely cut porn out? Don't look at porn for one week then get rid of it. Get rid of it now.

 

ALL the time. Every day. I started actually doing that stuff (giving guys head, getting fucked) years ago and never looked back. If it makes you happy you should do it.

 

Yes I am doing that now. I am not going to watch porn ever and stop masturbating for the next 30 days.

 

I'll be honest, no - I went down the rabbit hole with sissy hypno... but never had this happen - only when partaking of my fix.....
it's all good - i'm sure like all of us here things are fixable