Ready to live

I am 38 and have been addicted to pmo for at least 23 years. I need to start living my life again for the first time. Pro hasn't crippled me yet but ED is creeping in and I know the cause. I cannot get excited without porn and I need to kick this addiction.

 

I am at day 6 and have already noticed a difference. I feel more connected in life. Morning wood is there a little bit but a lot in the middle of the night. That is new. Honestly I am cheating a bit because I think I have a torn disk in my back which is effecting every move I make. Bad for my back good for kicking the pmo. I have not opened a web browser in 6 days and I cannot believe it. I miss it a lot but the craving for my wife seems to be returning quickly. Going for 45 days for know. Feeling good so far. Cravings YES, occupying that time is crucial.

 

Just remember that you're here, you chose to search out the site. You made a choice to make yourself better made, a choice to connect with people again. You're in the right place making the right steps in order to take control of your life. Stick with it, everyone here is here to support each other.