REDEMPTION .

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Felix3000, Aug 22, 2019.

  1. Felix3000

    Felix3000 New Fapstronaut

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    Hey , so iam 27 years old of age , i started jerking off at 19 years old , at first it was a fun way of exploring my sexuality ! But it went bad real fast , i got addicted without even knowing i was , started jerking off 3 times or even 4 times a day , i never knew the consequences of jerking off to pornography , it got worse when i broke up with my girlfriend of two years and went to work abroad .
    In the country i was , women were very hard to come by , plus i was a in a house of 8 people so no way you one could have had his own privacy let alone bring a girl over , so for 2 years i masturbated everyday and got more and addicted to jerking of to pornography. After my contracted ended i went back home , and one day i was having sex with this chick and boom no erection ! Fuck i was so scared , especially having a raging actively sex life , i was fucked up , one day i came across , about pornography addiction and ed post , on my face book and how it can cause Ed , and so i tried the NoFap challenge . It was really hard but I kept going with major relapse along the way but now I'm back jacking off more than ever I'm tired of this addiction I am ready to put the work in Porn has destroyed my life my confidence my relationships, my sexual health I am ready to redeem myself , i really hope rebooting will cure my erectile dysfunction and have strong erections like i used to when i was teen , i hope i find a family in here that understands what I am going through , and also find a few whose ed has been cured by addiction , don't get me wrong i can get erections sometimes and if i do , its not as hard as i did before getting addicted to pornography , today marks my 5 days without pornography and I am ready to fight this battle and face my demons !!
     
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  2. Heyyy welcome to the NoFap forum : ) It's nice to see you here fighting the good fight alongside us!

    Here is just some advice:

    First and foremost please take a look at each section in the forum, there might be something(s) you may find of big help to you. Feel free to post there :+)

    Then secondly I just strongly advise you to be active on your profile(as there quite a few active people in the profile section). Please start by choosing an avatar and then make daily status posts to show you're active and needing support/encouragement. They've also got a neat little feature that shows freshly posted statuses for all users to see. People will find your profile and give you encouragement/support.

    People (are beginning to) love communicating in the profile section..(it should be and is )mostly spportive talk but it doesn't hurt to deviate from supportive talk. It would be great to have you join in and support others in the threads, profiles, and journal, we could always use your help and in return you shall receive some as well!

    Thirdly, You should also highly consider creating a public journal and write about your days in more depth for us members to follow along your journey and offer support to you by way of posting in your journal.

    Last but not least: Good luck on your journey here, make sure to really give it a try with all your heart!
     
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  3. Hello and welcome! :)

    We are glad to have you as a part of our community. Here are some quick links to get you started.

    Getting Started Guide | How to Use the NoFap Forums | Panic Button | Day Counter | Rebooting Resources | Forum Rules | Glossary

    If you wish to keep a journal of your progress you can do so in the appropriate section found here

    You can also take part in one of the many challenges available. It can be a tremendous help. Challenges

    Also, there are groups you can also join if you wish to do so. You can browse through them here. Groups

    There are plenty of wonderful, friendly and knowledgeable people here to help you along on your journey to a life free of PMO. I wish you nothing but the best!