Reintroducing myself after Long Hiatus

Hi NoFappers,

Its been a long time since I made a concerted effort to kick this habit and I am aware that many of you would not have even known that id been here before.

I often reflect on how good I felt after 60 days of freedom from porn use, the longest ive been in perhaps 19 years.

I am eager, no, more than eager. Im desperate in a way to feel that strong sense of Self Respect again that I did at the time and to feel like a man with a purpose.

I've done it before and I know its possible. It's just I know it will take passing through some painful roads to get there again. I know that I have used porn to avoid my feelings, but the consequences of this have been that ive often felt numb and like a robot. Working, existing but not able to deeply relate to others or life.

So I want to state, here and now, that I am back and ready and under no illusions that it will be easy.

Hope to connect with more of you on this journey.