It's hard to believe this happened, but it did. For the last week I've been reaching into dangerous territory. When abstaining I find myself half searching for triggers, not searching for P, but to get a rush... Although inevitably my exploits do lead me to P, if not directly. Two days ago I accidentally found some P this way, which made me think I should reset my counter. Except then I went and searched for P last night. Needless to say I need to get another good streak going. This addiction is slowly killing me from the inside. Would appreciate any support or advice you guys have. Thanks NoBrainer
52 days that is a very good streak. now you have to beat 52 days. go for it! when i try to search for triggers - i stop immediately and start to learn english vocabulary or do some meditation.
Sorry mate, get back fast on the road and dont relapse again! DONT! Dont think like "well i already relapsed so i can aswell relapse one more time before i start it again" dont do that.
