Reset the counter today

Think of someone you loved who died. Really, do it. At that moment, you felt worse than dead. In that moment, there was only misery. But it got better, didn't it? I lost my dear uncle years ago, and I thought my world was over. But indeed, it got better. Sometimes I literally had to take "one minute at a time" but weeks, and months, and years later, I'm still here.
I think there's a real connection here with relapses. When you feel to far gone and think your gonna blow your streak, think of that loved one. Take a couple deep breathes and remember, IT WILL GET BETTER.
Today I reset my counter. The two seconds of pleasure were drowned out by guilt, and now I'm back to day zero.

Don't do what I did. ITS NOT WORTH IT.

Praying for you always,
Matthew5:28