Self Journal

Backsliding

Feels like any progress I made in the past month is gone. This week has just been straight relapsing. I'm also resuming some of my bad habits again, like meeting hookers and smoking weed. I don't think hookers are all bad, but they reignite my urge to orgasm which drives me to pmo.

This evening I had another unfortunate relapse. I was busy all day but sex was also constantly on my mind. I looked up some nude photos on google and the rest is history

Tomorrow will be Day 1. I won't relapse tomorrow at least. Thats the minimum I can do