NOTE: I’m not sure if this should be categorized here, or in “Porn Addiction,” as I don’t see what I’m doing with this website to be ”fapping,” but just counter-productive and time-consuming. I was doing very well with my last streak (18 days no P), but after a while that seems to have graduated to having sex chats with women in online chat rooms, which take up a lot of time. Shouldn’t be doing this, and instead should actually be going out on dates (I think one reason that I resort to this is because money is an issue, and I can’t stop wanting immediate gratification; I’ve had a couple of dates irl with this Chinese lady but it hasn’t gotten anywhere yet—a more confident man probably would’ve kissed her by now but o well). I’m also wary about meeting these people in person over the Internet—I actually got the email of a woman I had a dirty talk session with, but I’m wary about meeting her and anybody else, especially when they don’t really have a fleshed-out, built-up profile and you have no clue who they are. Thus, not in a hurry to try and meet her. So far, my solution has been to focus on other areas of my life, and wait to date until I feel that I’m on a definite track. PS: That’s not a likely way to get killed, is it?