Simply craving porn itself

takezawa2 · Jul 9, 2020

It just hit me right now. As I’m experiencing vivid flashbacks of all the fetish porn I’ve watched, I think it actually craving the P itself rather than the M, and O.

I suffer from PIED.... I only have the urge to MO when I think about the images of P I’ve watched. If I dwell on the images I get some pretty weak erections... thus reminding myself that I still have work to do in my reboot.

my true goal is to simply only O with a partner, and to wake up with morning wood. (Strengthen the natural erections) From there just leave porn all behind..... I know morning wood isn’t always achievable but it’s my light at the end of the tunnel, it’s what keeps me going

UnitedWeStand · Jul 10, 2020

Morning wood occur in some exact hours of sleep according to your REM. When i sleep many hours i dont experience cause my mw occur during 7 hour remark and i dont notice it. I dont usually get mw but i have fixed my pied and i can have good sex. i would go soft and strugle big time having an erection before my reboot. Trust in nofap it will fix it

takezawa2 · Jul 10, 2020

StarRider said: ↑

I got rid of the urge to M at least temporarily by simply dropping MO during my latest post-hard-mode-relapse-binge days. The latter is what hard mode usually throws me into. The longer the streak lasted, the longer the relapse goes on.

So I found it much easier to not MO while looking at P during an ongoing relapse, than viciously PMOing for a week or so until all drive is gone to start a new hard mode streak. It was only hard on the first day (both to not MO and stopping to look at P). A few days later I can now look at P, get aroused a bit, close it and move on without touching myself. P usage tapered off, as the dopamine supply from visual/auditory input diminished quite noticeable without the anticipation of O in reach.

Interestingly this behavior change also removed the urge to MO to fantasies (regardless if P or made up) and outside triggers (like noises or skimpy dressed women). It also disarmed wet dreams, because that habit of controlling arousal and avoiding O during exposure even expands into non-lucid dreams.
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You bring up some interesting information, but it is rather challenging to follow....

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