So Confused..

Hey guys, first post here. I’m a 21(M), I’ve been addicted to porn since I was 13/14. Now, I’ve always been attracted to girls. And when I first started master bating, it was to swimsuit pictures of singers and lesbian porn on you tube. After a while though, I switched to gay porn. And then transgendered person porn. I hate myself, I know this isn’t who I am. I HOPE this isn’t who I am. The thought of having a romantic relationship with another guy doesn’t sound right to me in anyway. Not that there’s anything wrong with being GAY, just to me personally it doesn’t sound like me. But here’s the thing, all my friends used to call me gay all the time. I had horrible acne growing up and it really fucked with my self confidence. Pretty sure I had depression, although I was never diagnosed by a professional. I’m just so damn confused, any answers would be appreciated.. And I’d like to note I’ve had a lot of girlfriends throughout my life so far. And I’ve had sex with about 9 different women(not trying to brag). There’s been a few times where I had ED, so you can see how that would make me even more confused.