So here it goes

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by mikeymyerswag123, Aug 22, 2014.

  1. mikeymyerswag123

    mikeymyerswag123 New Fapstronaut

    I have been addicted to porn for a long time now, in middle school as well as high school I would get caught by my parents all the time which was embarrassing to say the least… there were several cases which I won't bother getting into that spoke "I have a problem" in college I still found myself watching lots of porn as well as always having to have conversations about sex and chicks. I am in my first serious relationship and although my girlfriend doesn't care about me looking at porn I still feel guilty about it. I know it has an effect on my brain because the second she leaves the house I rush to porn or some other way to get off. I have never been able to cum during sex because my expectations are warped and so is my whole sex drive, I love having sex with her but I wish I just didn't have porn in my mind. Beating off isn't the problem, I feel so much better when I use my imagination, porn is an easy victory, I feel guilty afterwards, it's fake, it sucks… uhhh help!

  2. Dogwood

    Dogwood Fapstronaut

  3. PsycheMagician

    PsycheMagician Fapstronaut

    Good job, the first step is recognize the addiction and do something do end it. Lets keep the good job!

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