Something saved me

Hey guys,
So ive been trying to get rid if this addiction for some time now. Lately it was getting worse and worse again. Ive been addicted to the "sissy" material which i see a lot of people here suffering the same.

Anyway so i was watching more and more again, i bought lots of clothes and toys to feed my addiction. I was sexting and camming with people, even seriously considering meeting up with a man or woman at this point.

So i was laying in bed and somehow i felt there was someone or something there, a good being is how i can best describe it. In that moment i felt as if the stress i had that had driven me back to my addiction fell off me and somehow that my actions of the past weeks were forgiven. Then this feeling turned to me needing to take action again, in that moment i threw away all of that nasty stuff and deleted all the accounts i had been creating over time.

I am christian and i do feel like it was jesus or God that came to my aid in that moment like never before. I cant propperly describe the feeling i got but it felt honestly amazing, since then i havent had any pmo at all. There have been some minor urges but so far its going pretty well to be honest.

Stay strong friends, someone out there is looking out for us. It doesn't matter if for you it is Jesus or another Deity, but someone is there to help!