Hello guys I need help I don't wanna lie. I am an African who is going through a spiritual phase where I have to stay pure under semen retention in order to be a prophet and a traditional healer. All these past months I have been relapsing through P when I get the urges(every 6-8 days). However since I quit smoking cigarettes it's a lot easier to resist urges with a good feeling that this time I will succeed. BUT THIS WEEK, man I feel like it's going to be frustrating journey for me because there are so many temptation that these females are doing to me and dude I'm trying to be nice at times by avoiding them but eish each and everyday it's like they have a better plan to make me release. Bro im scared of going back to my bad habits and I'm on the 9th day. Even if you try to tell them they bring something too opposite to what you tell them. E.g you tell her that urges are breaking my streak and she then shows you pics of her butt or when you hang out with her she tells you on how she doesn't use a condom and could let you release it all and man, It's terrible bra because the semen came out as she turned me on( not sperm). I'm worried if this might prevent me from getting the benefits because it's semen retention. What can I do guys, I need advice.