I have had it with myself! My wife just had our fourth son and I have reverted back to pornography and masturbation. I have not watched porn for a few weeks but it has come roaring back in my life. Perhaps its boredom or the fact my wife is not at a place to want to have sex. I am new to this website and look forward to starting my journey on this day! I don't want to stop masturbating only after a few weeks but give it up for good as it affects all aspects of my life. Any comments or suggestions for me would be beneficial as I feel like I am on an island and no one can relate to what I am going through. Thanks!
Time for detox. You know, the budists monks are all about letting the desires go. they say that when your free of them, its not hard to keep clean. The hard part is the begginig. Good luck for us, man.
Thanks for the support vinolia. I usually am fine for a couple of weeks and then fall back into the same old pattern. The longest I have gone is a couple of months.
