so i been trying to quit my corn addiction for a few years now with no luck. i can tell you that the addicion is realy damaging for me in so many ways i started of like any guy i think just exploring internet as a child and found some naked girl or what ever. but over the years it got to more and more rough and hardcore stuff i went from normal naked girls to rougher and wierder stuff over the years but i think i reached rock bottom. i came accros something called gooning videos and sissy hypnosis and it realy ruined my life over the last maby 2-3 years now. it made me feel depressed and confused and just overall very anxious. i isolated myself more and more and spent more time alone with this stuff poisoning my mind. i finaly reached out for some profesional help. and i will start to talk with someone about my addicton and im being medicated atm just started yesterday for depression and my ADD. but i feel like total crap. im hoping this will help me get on my feet again but atm i just need to ride it out. i would love to talk to anyone if you have some nice tips or wisdom to share with me feel free.
Hi, welcome here on nofap! It can be a good place to work on your recovery. I'm glad to see you have reached out for help! An awesome step imo. I struggled with sissy hypno myself, and worked my way out. It's in my journal if you want to read my story. All the best !
Fact: this kind of stuff gives you a strong and shocking dopamine/oxytocine/endorphin kick. It is really a drug. I know this happy feeling what it is causeing, I know the shaking when the affects starts to get weaker, and I know the fallback. But I know that it is only long-term, when you repeatedly give it to yourself. If there is no other chance, then go 100% offline. Leave the house, go to yoga or dance class, or any kind of class, if you have money or possibility. Or just go out to the nature, and walk/run as you wish, but be offline for days. Step by step you will feel the difference. And I love all of the HIIT trainings on the youtube, when I do one for 10-15 minutes, I feel menthally stronger too. Do not give up. Now that the whole internet is full will visual manipulation, it is really hard, but possible to step forward.