Stop M, ok, but I am in a constant waiting for an intimate relation with my girlfriend...

It's hard to stop this addiction, I see it, but I see too that I am stronger.

Hopefully, I have a girlfriend, but I don't know if it's a good idea to wait... for my girlfriend to satisfie me.

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In a way, yes, I mean, it's great to have some intimate time with her and there is nothing wrong about it...
But in another way, I should be able to control myself alone. I know it. I still have to improve my way to deal with this addiction, I don't need M.


What do you think guys? Thank you for helping me!

 

Thanks @Qwertynator for answering me!

Yes, we have talked a lot and it was a very hard time for her. I felt bad for what I have done. She decided to trust me and to continue together. I have to go throw a lot of little problems in my life, and pornography is just a consequence of other things that have influence my relationship with her.

For "having it for the first time", we talk a lot, and try to express what we want, what we wish. For now, we build our relation before going any further.