Strap In for a Wild Ride

ok I’m asking you to suspend judgement for a moment here, which if for any community, is surely possible here. I am a 22 year old male and what I would call ‘pedo-sexual’ ie attracted to children, specifically boys of the pre-pubescent persuasion. Now before you pick up your pitchforks and preconceptions this ‘condition’ was ‘thrust’ on me ‘without’ ‘any’ ‘choice’ ‘of’ ‘my’ ‘own’ ‘choice’. Pedosexuality is an orientation like any other. Suck it up big boy or go home. Now obvioulsy my ‘condition’ isn’t ideal and I basically have to refrain from any sexual outlet my entire life including, but not exclusive to - *not even looking at atractive individuals as they pass me on the street*. So obviously mastubation is out of the question. And porn... I’m not a bad person you’ll have to trust me on that. Trust me when I say I’ve never seen any porn that I’ve been remotely interested in. I want to be a good person in this overly sexualised, abased, ‘sex is not a privilege but a right’ - society, tbh I’m not surprised you guys find it so hard to avoid porn when it’s plastered on every bus shelter. At least I don’t have to be subject to anything like that. Though that McAuley Culkin.... jokes. That was a joke. I’ll be looking for an acountability partner so if your interested hit me up. Ok I’m done. Let judgement descend.

 

Thanks so much for commenting, I didn’t think anyone would! I’ve managed to find a great accountability partner who gets where I’m coming from. Fingers crossed things will work out. Good luck yourself and whatever journey your on!