Tantric massage and porn addiction

As you wrote, you are looking for a girlfriend and if you find her, that is the solution.

Same with me, I have my eyes open for a girlfriend and would be honest and faithful to her.

That´s not terribly much. For example when someone smokes only for 5 bucks a day and does so for lets say 60 years, he pays 109,500 only for smoking (expensive cigars would be much more). Others have even more expensive drinking habits, drugs, gambling addiction, findom fetish etc.
You can get a lot of massages for 109,500.

Why should a random girl you want to never see again love you? Massaging is her job, it´s a bit like you expect the hairdresser to be in love because she massaged your head while washing your hair. It´s possible it happens, sometimes a hooker may marry her freer, but in your case it´s a random girl you try to bargain for 5bucks.


We ultimately want a good girlfriend.
Massages can help to get used a bit to the touch and intimacy to girls, so that you are not too awkward when you have to escalate to get a girlfriend. If it makes you a bit relaxed towards girls so that you have more confidence, it may not be wasted money. If it hurts you emotionally, that the escorts don´t love you, then probably it´s not the right thing for you.

 

Just think about how much she loves her job. She gets to jerk off strange men and then clean their jizz up.

 

You waste money on someone who doesn't love you.

You cum, and an hour later you want to cum again.

There's no end to it, its not worth it.

Invest in your future, not your present.

 

I would stop going to all massages till your done with your 90 days.

 

And god forbid place gets busted and you get arrested...

 

amen to that, it was not good enough, so back to the old masturbation, then why go in the first place!!

 

let me rephrase that, I would stop going to massages for ever. just release your self if you need to.